new year

another new year, another resolution
i guess the two really come in one package haha
i haven't think of anything yet but maybe, just maybe for this year

• i want to be more diligent, more creative and more dedicated in my teaching
• write and carry out an action research.zero progress at the moment but am hoping to come out with a title soon
• get a boyfriend hahaha..i am getting old..on the 2nd thought,maybe i shud put this as the first =)

keeping my sanity

while it is a bliss that i got posted near home, i can't help but felt burdened teaching in this school
colleagues are nice, admins are fine, canteen food is ok but the students are well...to say the least challenging & difficult

what makes things worse is that i'm teaching math..how awesome is that,huh?
 while struggling to come out with best method to convey unfamiliar concepts, i've to deal with their behaviours at the same time 
silent treatment? check! did that & happily shred it into pieces and threw it away
persuasion? check! delightedly joined silent treatment somewhere
scolding? check! worked to the tiniest extent
extra scolding & yelling? check! managed to keep them behaved for a good 5 minutes
punishment? semi-check! avoiding this as much as possible minus standing in the c/room of course if that is considered as one

enough of ranting for today..may tomorrows be better days.out.

"Tahniah dan selamat bertugas di Negeri Terengganu Darul Iman"

Got my posting letter today though it had been no surprise anymore bout the state I was posted to.
As far as I was delighted that I got Ganu, I couldn’t help but felt worried bout the school
I honestly and desperately hoped that I won’t be back to my alma mater as a teacher *fingers crossed*
I had great memories as STUDENT in that school; dun want to add to them any memory more let alone memory as TEACHER though it doesn’t necessarily bad
Maybe someday, but definitely not now *sigh*