looking back

few more days left before going back to msia..for good
finally it's time to say goodbye to Sydney
though I don't really like Australia mostly becoz of the weather, there is this sad feeling inside
coz I spent almost two years studying & living here
coz I experience how it is like to be the minority ones..hahaha (thanks to william)
and coz I know that I might not come back here anymore

rutin bese..

i have an assignment to be submitted tomorrow
and as usual i feel the urge to make some updates on the day before the due date
it's like in a sudden, the blood rush to my brain cracking it to find things to write about
it's also like i won't have other time to do it if i don't do it now
and despite my snail-paced internet connection, i managed to load the blogger page successfully

nway..like everyone has been blogging about recently, we'll go back for good in less than 2 months
some already start to pack things
i haven't done much..just getting some souvenirs for families and relatives and friends
still have lots of assignments to be completed before thinking about going home
though my dad and mom can't stop talking about it whenever i call home
being away from home really makes me feel loved..hohoho

though i'll definitely miss sydney, i also look forward to go home
especially when u have someone u terribly want to meet
i want to see this little buddy more than i want to see my elder bro =)

p/s: i do love my elder bro..hehehe

Aidilfitri eve

raya maybe esok (20hb)
so, today might be the last day of ramadhan
lots of regrets for this ramadhan

• rs mcm sgt x ckup amal-ibadah
• buat2 bz sgt dgn urusan dunia
• x smpat nk buat akok..hehe
  

then, there's not much anticipation for the raya
with assignments (b4 and after raya)
the feeling of excitement is nowhere to be found
last year raya was more fun
lots of things done for the celebration
this makes me miss raya with my family

nway..selamat hari raya kpd ayah, mak & my family
mmber2 di msia & yg sama2 beraya di perantauan
maaf zahir batin =)

i hate thursday becoz..

i don't hate thursday becoz of the day itself..
but becoz of all sorts of thing that is lined up for me on this thurs
don't know if what i'm talking about so far makes sense..it's about 3 am now

anyway..it was a long & tiring day
just like any other thursdays this semester
and it was hot today..
plus..i had headache
and i haven't done my cultural plunge assignment
and the writer's workshop is next week
i tried to do the 316 reflection but it looked like there's something in my head
which prevent me from doing any thinking
my acne problem is worsening..my face seems like udang bakar
that is really not pleasant to look at and it aches
i have no money but i spent like i have thousands in my bank account
another things is i don't have anything for sahur
becoz i went straight to bed after got back from mq centre
so...i haven't cook anything yet
maybe i'll just have maggi for sahur today
anyone has maggi kari??

p/s: slmt brpuasa sume though it's already 7th ramadhan

open your eyes

i'm trying to keep my eyes open..
i have some readings to be done for tute tomorrow
but i'm so sleepy right now that even my favourite anime can't keep me awake
i guess it was becoz of the 'frisbee game' today & that 4 of us kind of wandering around mq centre after that just to get a drink
although the frisbee thing came out of nowhere in the first place, it was quite fun..
running around chasing it although the one who was really running was bayah..haha

nway..i think i'll just do the readings tomorrow
i can't really think of anything right now other than going to bed
nite everyone

new semester

my final semester in MacQ has finally began
the first lecture was yesterday
since this is the final one, i intend to work harder to get the best out of it
it might not turn out as i want it to be but that is something to think about later

the first lecture yesterday...it was educ 343
i guess educ 343 would be a bit challenging for me
considering that i kind of having this feeling of dislike towards the lecture
too many movements during the 1-hour lec..it kept me awake but i just don't like it
plus..i don't quite understand about the assignments
hmm..maybe i'll get used to this after a while

i don't know about the other 2 subjects
since the first lesson of those are on thurs & friday
i hope i'll like them better than educ343..haha

new zealand part 2

it's been a while since my last update..
i intended to upload few pics of me at nz as soon as i got the pics but i was just too lazy to do anything
though i already got hold of the pics about a decade ago..haha
nway, since my uncle wanted to see my latest pics..here they are

khas utk tatapan pakcik man tersayang..kekeke

at the museum in auckland (don't know what it's called)


heli oh helicopter..please excuse the girl with the closed eyes at the right


waiting for our dinner..


enjoying the beautiful scenery of Queenstown..hehe


at the gondola place in Christchurch


was about to fall asleep when this pic was taken..


checking out the goggles or the specs (don't know which is which)


cam-whoring with alia..haha


p/s: told u rite? my acne problem has gotten better..haha

of sydney and nz

finally back in Sydney
my trip to nz was awesome!!
i totally enjoyed every bit of it
thanks to everyone in nz
i already miss u all
especially min, pikah, sarah, diana, fathen and nisah

i really love christchurch and queenstown
the scenery is beautiful
and it was freezing cold there..hehe

now that i'm back in sydney
it feels like sydney is such a quiet place
makes me feel lonely inside..huhu
i wish i'm still in nz

berkira2

If Thursday started from 0000 to 2359, I think I spent 2/3 of the hours sleeping
break my own record lol on the 'longest hours spent on sleeping in one day' category
I blame this on my few sleepless nights in order to finish the ling312 and the poster as well

4 days to go..
can't wait for my trip to nz
am really looking forward to see nz people..haha

3 days to go..
can't wait to get over all the assignments
i have 2 assignments to be completed in 3 days and I haven't done anything for both
now upon realizing that fact, I feel like swearing actually but somehow I managed to restrain myself from doing so in 'public'

my lappie..

i need to stay away from my laptop for a while for the following reasons:

• i need to study for the quiz which is tomorrow
• i have to write the 3000-word essay (i literally mean 'write' becoz i tend to do other things when i want to type it out)
• i want to think of some ideas for my poster presentation

i only have about 2-3 days to finish all these *gasp*
the internet and the laptop tend to make me deviate from what i should do
is this what is called 'penyalahgunaan teknologi'?
i guess so..hahaha

addiction..

why people have some sort of addiction to something or someone??
and why do people got addicted to one thing after another??

i'm addicted to so many things
i'm addicted to different things at different times
one time i am addicted to updating blog
another time i'm addicted to playing games
not long after that i'm addicted to burritos or pide
the same thing goes when it comes to people i'm 'addicted' to..

the weirdest thing is..why am i never get addicted to assignment??or the chapters in books?
i bet my life would be less chaotic if i'm addicted to these
especially when the due date is in 4-days time
anyone have tips on how to get addicted to assignment??

p/s:this is just another rambling when perah-ing my brain for ideas

feel like crap-ing

Sometimes I think my life is only black and white
Revolving around the same people and the same routine
Not much of up and down
More likely to be monotonous all the time
Seems like I have nothing...

But, black and white can be beautiful sometimes
The same people and the same routine taught me how to appreciate life
Too many ups and downs would bring chaos to ur life..I guess
Plus..there is nothing wrong with being monotonous
I have nothing...but it’s everything I would wish for
For that, I thank God and I’m grateful


p/s: look what 3000-word essay has done to me. it steals my sanity

pergh..too lazy to think of a title

i did all sorts of things today but not my dearie assignment for my dearie Jean
ranging from sleeping till noon to surfing the net crazily...
not to mention staring at my wallpaper of my laptop for hours (i have 4 handsome guys and 2 not-so-handsome-guys-but-can-be-adorable-sometimes as the wallie)
that is a pretty solid reason for not doing assignment, rite?
also, my music playlist which contains about 878 songs nearly finishes its first rotation but i don't even work on my assignment yet
did i mention that the rotation starts from the first song in the playlist?
are these enough to describe what a lazy bum i am??
it's just a 500-word essay
why is it become so difficult to get it done?
like syila said "ala..bt cincai jek..bkn ada marks pn"
haha..i should just do it and get it over as quickly as possible

p/s: feel like doing the assignment now..

ayah..daddy..walid...etc

i terribly miss my ayah
especially today is his birthday and i haven't even phone him
coz i had used up all the crdt for international call..demmit
we never celebrate his birthday before and i think the same thing applies for the future as well
but..at least wishing him on his birthday is the least thing i can do from distance

i want to upload my pic with him..but i realized that i don't have any
seriously i dun even remember if we both were ever photographed together
what a pity...
"ayah, let's take billions of pictures together when i come back home"
to make it real, i need a camera lol
money..money..money..i'll dig it out somehow
don't worry..i won't ask mom for it

happy birthday to my dad..he's 60 this year
but he still looks like in his 40s to me..haha
i'm not lying laaa

p/s: luv u dad

my wish list..at the moment

i want these very badly...but why are they so damn expensive???

• Japan 1st Tour 2007: 僕たちいつかまた… -Eternity (Normal Edition) - ¥5,040

• Japan 1st Tour 2007: 僕たちいつかまた…-Eternity (Limited Edition) - ¥12,600
  

• John-hoon Show Q.E.D - ¥7,140

p/s: there are a lot more in my wish list..my financial status is sucks! i can't afford to even dream about buying them.

jalan-jalan

Since Syairah is too lazy to blog about her trip to Port Stephens yesterday, I guess why don't just let me do all the talking.

Syairah went with few friends & nana (baya’s sis)

Dolphin-watching was the first activity after arriving at Port Stephens. She felt quite dizzy after some time on the boat (serve her right coz she boasted to syila that she didn’t have ‘mabuk laut’..hahaha). Her life didn’t even get better after that. The dolphins were not in the mood to appear much that day. To make things worse, the only time they appeared (showing the fins only), Syairah didn’t get to see it. Poor girl. She must be disappointed

After solat & had her not-so-tasty nasi bukhari for lunch, sand-boarding took place. She seemed to enjoy it very much. I also felt the thrill during the first time we both went down the sand dune. She looked very cool, but actually she nearly cried her heart out...hahaha. Though she enjoyed it, she only did it three times because she was too tired + lazy to climb up the dune..

The worst part is the journey back home. There were traffic jams. So, the journey took longer. I know Syairah was damn bored just sitting on the bus. So, she went to the toilet to freshen herself a bit. When she opened the door, there was a guy in it. Fortunately, he finished his 'business' already so she didn’t see anything inappropriate. Thank God!! But, she was so damn embarrassed and apologized to him afterwards. I just can’t stop laughing quietly inside myself..hahaha.

That was the highlights of the trip. No pictures of Syairah & her friends becoz i didn’t manage to steal any.

The Specky will write again soon. Bye2 for now. The End.

p/s: I see what she sees and most importantly, I make her see life more clearly.

gatal??

mcm ada something dlm telinga ni
rasa gatal (sesuai ke word ni nk describe that feeling?)
korek2 xde pape pn
cotton bud pn putih bersih je
naseb baek sblh je
klu dua2, x keruan jadinya

dear sisters

today is a special day
happy birthday to both my sisters; mimi & nadhirah
but only 1 celebrates it



mimi, u r 16 this year
u should be able to be independent & not trouble others too much especially me
don't be so bad-tempered...control it a bit
u can be very stubborn at times, but other time u r just adorable


if only nadhirah were still alive, u'll be 9 years old this year
i bet u'll be as cute as a little girl can possibly be
although i can vaguely remember ur face now
u r not here, but u'll always live in my heart
p/s: al-fatihah

di kala malam..huhu

Time : 2.55 am
Location : dlm bilik
Music : Andre Merritt ft Chris Brown - Disturbia

xleh tdo lg mlm nie
dh dekat kul 3 pagi tp mata still x ngantuk
dr kul 12.30 duk pusing2 atas katil tp x tdo2 jgk
so, dr x wat mnde2 atas katil, baik buat assignment
idea plak xde..tension
nk tdo xleh, nk wat assignment xde idea
in the end, update blog je la

mlm2 jaga, siang2 tdo
sebijik perangai burung antu..hehe
penyakit xleh tdo nie mmg merisaukan
lg rsau xleh tdo mlm2 dr assignment x siap
nk call umah pn, kt m'sia dh kul 1 pg
kn trkejut plak my parents klu ttbe je call tgh2 mlm
dh xtau nk tulis mnde lg
ni pn dh start merepek2

gudnite everyone..hv a nice sleep
jgn trtinggal subuh dh la =)

M'sia under Datuk Seri Najib: a sneak peek

Congratulation to Datuk Seri Najib (our 6th PM)
for the moment, his new cabinet has just been announced
as expected Tan Sri Muhyidin Yassin becomes TPM (congratz)
i'm a bit surprised that Dato' Syed Hamid Albar is nowhere to found in the list
looks like Datuk Seri Najib introduces many new faces
hopefully, new faces will energizes the new cabinet as well
one more interesting thing is Tun Mahathir's son, Datuk Mukhriz is on the list
this is also beyond my expectation..hehe

The changes in M'sian politics has become one of my interest nowadays
so i'm eager to see any changes and development our new PM will bring to M'sia

(full list)

mak, ayah & assignment

i have this one habit
whenever i'm stuck with anything especially assignment, i'll call home
talk to my mak or ayah about it
though they can't help me or do anything about it, somehow after merapu2 about 30 minutes on the phone, i'll get some idea
then, there'll be some progress even if it's only a bit
but that's better than nothing

doki-doki

seriously..i feel doki-doki inside
can't really describe this feeling
feel like smiling all the time =)

bermalasan

i've been lazing around for ages
it's not that i don't want to do anything
it's more like something is bothering me
thanks to verna & ling312
i can't do anything else..
my mind keeps thinking about the assignment
but, no action is taken
really in need of idea
seriously...nothing come across my mind
don't know how to begin it or what to start it with
let alone when to finish it (jauh panggang dr api)
tension..tension..tension

p/s: my friend is going to korea...please take me with u

first time

mcm2 jd 1st time kt oz ni
1st time ada bilik sndiri
1st time basuh/jaga bathroom sndiri
1st time pi oversea..hehe

siang td ada lg 1 mnde 1st time
w/pn dh msuk 2nd year kt cni & dh nk blik m'sia pn hjung thn ni
tp td adalah first time pkai mesin fotostat kt library
jakun rsnya..rs jahil pn ada
trkial-kial nk fotostat sndiri
br la rs org yg keje kt kedai fotostat tu terer..haha

p/s: nk lemon ice tea plak mlm2 ni..mana nk cari??

happy birthday jay!!!

my youngest brother's birthday is today
i bought something for him
but he has to wait until the end of year
i'm just too lazy to post it
but he's not the only one who wants present
instead, my other sisters want something too
i can't say anything but to promise them..hehe
looks like i have to save extra money

nway..i told my mom about my plan to visit nz
she didn't say much
she just said "kuatnya gi jale"
and i just laugh it out loud
my daddy didn't say much either
he just told me to ask mom if i don't have enough money
hehe...that sounds really good
but i don't think i should

i've been lazing around today
don't feel like doing any reading or assignments
i really need to freshen myself


jaaann...

x betul

2-3 ari ni syik bercakap dgn diri sndiri je
bkn ckp dlm ati, tp ckp kuat2
dh x brp btul agaknya

tp klu x ckp dgn diri sndiri kuat2, maka x terusik la assignment tu
duk di takuk tu jgk
padahal due-nya esok lusa dh

time nk wat assignment, time tu jgk la nk check emel
time tu la nk bkk facebook
time tu la nk tgk cite lee jun ki
time tu la nk update blog
& time tu jgk la nk cr lagu chris brown & timbaland
bengang...bengang ngan diri sndiri

pointless night

my life is hectic, isn't it?
i don't know

just feel like ranting about anything that come to my mind

but it's 2.15 am rite now
all i can do is yelling quietly deep in my heart
somehow, it gives me some relief

i do things repeatedly tonight
but nothing is complete yet
it's like i'm circling the same place
in the end, i'll reach the same spot
totally pointless

p/s: if i can't have u by kelly clarkson is awesome!!

coret-coret

dh seminggu lbih duk kt sydney lps blik m'sia last year
klas pn dh start
assignment pn dh berlambak
idup pn dh mcm bese
tp i still miss my home
cuti 2 bln lbih mcm x cukup je...

krg sebulan lg nk blik sydney

so not happy!!!