my lappie..

i need to stay away from my laptop for a while for the following reasons:

• i need to study for the quiz which is tomorrow
• i have to write the 3000-word essay (i literally mean 'write' becoz i tend to do other things when i want to type it out)
• i want to think of some ideas for my poster presentation

i only have about 2-3 days to finish all these *gasp*
the internet and the laptop tend to make me deviate from what i should do
is this what is called 'penyalahgunaan teknologi'?
i guess so..hahaha

addiction..

why people have some sort of addiction to something or someone??
and why do people got addicted to one thing after another??

i'm addicted to so many things
i'm addicted to different things at different times
one time i am addicted to updating blog
another time i'm addicted to playing games
not long after that i'm addicted to burritos or pide
the same thing goes when it comes to people i'm 'addicted' to..

the weirdest thing is..why am i never get addicted to assignment??or the chapters in books?
i bet my life would be less chaotic if i'm addicted to these
especially when the due date is in 4-days time
anyone have tips on how to get addicted to assignment??

p/s:this is just another rambling when perah-ing my brain for ideas

feel like crap-ing

Sometimes I think my life is only black and white
Revolving around the same people and the same routine
Not much of up and down
More likely to be monotonous all the time
Seems like I have nothing...

But, black and white can be beautiful sometimes
The same people and the same routine taught me how to appreciate life
Too many ups and downs would bring chaos to ur life..I guess
Plus..there is nothing wrong with being monotonous
I have nothing...but it’s everything I would wish for
For that, I thank God and I’m grateful


p/s: look what 3000-word essay has done to me. it steals my sanity

pergh..too lazy to think of a title

i did all sorts of things today but not my dearie assignment for my dearie Jean
ranging from sleeping till noon to surfing the net crazily...
not to mention staring at my wallpaper of my laptop for hours (i have 4 handsome guys and 2 not-so-handsome-guys-but-can-be-adorable-sometimes as the wallie)
that is a pretty solid reason for not doing assignment, rite?
also, my music playlist which contains about 878 songs nearly finishes its first rotation but i don't even work on my assignment yet
did i mention that the rotation starts from the first song in the playlist?
are these enough to describe what a lazy bum i am??
it's just a 500-word essay
why is it become so difficult to get it done?
like syila said "ala..bt cincai jek..bkn ada marks pn"
haha..i should just do it and get it over as quickly as possible

p/s: feel like doing the assignment now..

ayah..daddy..walid...etc

i terribly miss my ayah
especially today is his birthday and i haven't even phone him
coz i had used up all the crdt for international call..demmit
we never celebrate his birthday before and i think the same thing applies for the future as well
but..at least wishing him on his birthday is the least thing i can do from distance

i want to upload my pic with him..but i realized that i don't have any
seriously i dun even remember if we both were ever photographed together
what a pity...
"ayah, let's take billions of pictures together when i come back home"
to make it real, i need a camera lol
money..money..money..i'll dig it out somehow
don't worry..i won't ask mom for it

happy birthday to my dad..he's 60 this year
but he still looks like in his 40s to me..haha
i'm not lying laaa

p/s: luv u dad

my wish list..at the moment

i want these very badly...but why are they so damn expensive???

• Japan 1st Tour 2007: 僕たちいつかまた… -Eternity (Normal Edition) - ¥5,040

• Japan 1st Tour 2007: 僕たちいつかまた…-Eternity (Limited Edition) - ¥12,600
  

• John-hoon Show Q.E.D - ¥7,140

p/s: there are a lot more in my wish list..my financial status is sucks! i can't afford to even dream about buying them.