mak, ayah & assignment

i have this one habit
whenever i'm stuck with anything especially assignment, i'll call home
talk to my mak or ayah about it
though they can't help me or do anything about it, somehow after merapu2 about 30 minutes on the phone, i'll get some idea
then, there'll be some progress even if it's only a bit
but that's better than nothing

doki-doki

seriously..i feel doki-doki inside
can't really describe this feeling
feel like smiling all the time =)

bermalasan

i've been lazing around for ages
it's not that i don't want to do anything
it's more like something is bothering me
thanks to verna & ling312
i can't do anything else..
my mind keeps thinking about the assignment
but, no action is taken
really in need of idea
seriously...nothing come across my mind
don't know how to begin it or what to start it with
let alone when to finish it (jauh panggang dr api)
tension..tension..tension

p/s: my friend is going to korea...please take me with u

first time

mcm2 jd 1st time kt oz ni
1st time ada bilik sndiri
1st time basuh/jaga bathroom sndiri
1st time pi oversea..hehe

siang td ada lg 1 mnde 1st time
w/pn dh msuk 2nd year kt cni & dh nk blik m'sia pn hjung thn ni
tp td adalah first time pkai mesin fotostat kt library
jakun rsnya..rs jahil pn ada
trkial-kial nk fotostat sndiri
br la rs org yg keje kt kedai fotostat tu terer..haha

p/s: nk lemon ice tea plak mlm2 ni..mana nk cari??

happy birthday jay!!!

my youngest brother's birthday is today
i bought something for him
but he has to wait until the end of year
i'm just too lazy to post it
but he's not the only one who wants present
instead, my other sisters want something too
i can't say anything but to promise them..hehe
looks like i have to save extra money

nway..i told my mom about my plan to visit nz
she didn't say much
she just said "kuatnya gi jale"
and i just laugh it out loud
my daddy didn't say much either
he just told me to ask mom if i don't have enough money
hehe...that sounds really good
but i don't think i should

i've been lazing around today
don't feel like doing any reading or assignments
i really need to freshen myself


jaaann...

x betul

2-3 ari ni syik bercakap dgn diri sndiri je
bkn ckp dlm ati, tp ckp kuat2
dh x brp btul agaknya

tp klu x ckp dgn diri sndiri kuat2, maka x terusik la assignment tu
duk di takuk tu jgk
padahal due-nya esok lusa dh

time nk wat assignment, time tu jgk la nk check emel
time tu la nk bkk facebook
time tu la nk tgk cite lee jun ki
time tu la nk update blog
& time tu jgk la nk cr lagu chris brown & timbaland
bengang...bengang ngan diri sndiri

pointless night

my life is hectic, isn't it?
i don't know

just feel like ranting about anything that come to my mind

but it's 2.15 am rite now
all i can do is yelling quietly deep in my heart
somehow, it gives me some relief

i do things repeatedly tonight
but nothing is complete yet
it's like i'm circling the same place
in the end, i'll reach the same spot
totally pointless

p/s: if i can't have u by kelly clarkson is awesome!!

coret-coret

dh seminggu lbih duk kt sydney lps blik m'sia last year
klas pn dh start
assignment pn dh berlambak
idup pn dh mcm bese
tp i still miss my home
cuti 2 bln lbih mcm x cukup je...