keeping my sanity

while it is a bliss that i got posted near home, i can't help but felt burdened teaching in this school
colleagues are nice, admins are fine, canteen food is ok but the students are well...to say the least challenging & difficult

what makes things worse is that i'm teaching math..how awesome is that,huh?
 while struggling to come out with best method to convey unfamiliar concepts, i've to deal with their behaviours at the same time 
silent treatment? check! did that & happily shred it into pieces and threw it away
persuasion? check! delightedly joined silent treatment somewhere
scolding? check! worked to the tiniest extent
extra scolding & yelling? check! managed to keep them behaved for a good 5 minutes
punishment? semi-check! avoiding this as much as possible minus standing in the c/room of course if that is considered as one

enough of ranting for today..may tomorrows be better days.out.

"Tahniah dan selamat bertugas di Negeri Terengganu Darul Iman"

Got my posting letter today though it had been no surprise anymore bout the state I was posted to.
As far as I was delighted that I got Ganu, I couldn’t help but felt worried bout the school
I honestly and desperately hoped that I won’t be back to my alma mater as a teacher *fingers crossed*
I had great memories as STUDENT in that school; dun want to add to them any memory more let alone memory as TEACHER though it doesn’t necessarily bad
Maybe someday, but definitely not now *sigh*

Touched

This video touched me deeply

I am still amazed even at this moment that how animal can be more ‘humane’ than the human themselves.

hello again

I am as close as one step away from completely forgotten that I have a blog which metaphorically crying out loud for an update.

I come to realization that it has been about 7 months since I last updated it and to commemorate this uneventful moment, I reckon a quick ‘hello’ to my non-existent reader won’t hurt.

To sum things up, in this past 7 months I’ve been caught up in

• studying diligently (not that I purposely wanted to, but it happened)
• catching up with family and friends
• re-adapting to the semi-new environment
• and the most awaited practicum which I successfully survived for the first month *yay*

As this quick update comes to an end, hopefully I don’t have to wait another 7 months to come out with new tidbits

looking back

few more days left before going back to msia..for good
finally it's time to say goodbye to Sydney
though I don't really like Australia mostly becoz of the weather, there is this sad feeling inside
coz I spent almost two years studying & living here
coz I experience how it is like to be the minority ones..hahaha (thanks to william)
and coz I know that I might not come back here anymore

rutin bese..

i have an assignment to be submitted tomorrow
and as usual i feel the urge to make some updates on the day before the due date
it's like in a sudden, the blood rush to my brain cracking it to find things to write about
it's also like i won't have other time to do it if i don't do it now
and despite my snail-paced internet connection, i managed to load the blogger page successfully

nway..like everyone has been blogging about recently, we'll go back for good in less than 2 months
some already start to pack things
i haven't done much..just getting some souvenirs for families and relatives and friends
still have lots of assignments to be completed before thinking about going home
though my dad and mom can't stop talking about it whenever i call home
being away from home really makes me feel loved..hohoho

though i'll definitely miss sydney, i also look forward to go home
especially when u have someone u terribly want to meet
i want to see this little buddy more than i want to see my elder bro =)

p/s: i do love my elder bro..hehehe

Aidilfitri eve

raya maybe esok (20hb)
so, today might be the last day of ramadhan
lots of regrets for this ramadhan

• rs mcm sgt x ckup amal-ibadah
• buat2 bz sgt dgn urusan dunia
• x smpat nk buat akok..hehe
  

then, there's not much anticipation for the raya
with assignments (b4 and after raya)
the feeling of excitement is nowhere to be found
last year raya was more fun
lots of things done for the celebration
this makes me miss raya with my family

nway..selamat hari raya kpd ayah, mak & my family
mmber2 di msia & yg sama2 beraya di perantauan
maaf zahir batin =)