biar ceria sket

br perasan dh lama x update blog nie lps kak amrien ckp ari tu
nk wat cmne...
bkn mls or xde masa
tp sbb xde cite
hari2 duk wat rutin yg sama
bosan smpai tahap nk bc buku sociolinguistics dh

so..alang2 dh bukak blog nie
rsnya better do something so that blog nie nmpak ceria sket
bkn kusam & bkn juga spt idup segan mati x mau
br la semangat nk update...kekeke

ayah..ayah

i should do this earlier..
happy father's day to my dad aka ayah
i never said 'i love u' or 'syg ayah' to him
maybe becoz i'm not used to expressing feeling with words
i think it's embarrassing to say those words
but Allah knows how much i love him
may ayah always in the pink of health..amin

i think i'm quite close with my dad
he doesn't show much his feelings
but we can know what he feels from his doings
i'm sorry that i always behave badly
always make u do things for me

• washed my school shoes
• ironed my school uniform
• buy lots of 'akok' whenever i want to eat them
• give me money more than i asked for...and the list goes on

i can't do much for u now
so, all i can do is to study harder
and make u proud of me

change?

About 4 months being here, I think i’ve changed
Maybe just a slight change like:

• I got stressed out very easily

• I tend to keep my feelings to myself

• I often take a bath when i’m not happy or feel distressed and even before i study

• I do things at the eleventh hour

• I prefer sentimental songs (especially sung by UN – tear-jerker)

• I don’t really eat a lot like when i was in M’sia (someone might disagree)

• I even eat vegetables and have milk (choc-flavoured) for my breakfast

These changes could be good and could be the other way round
Though i really hope i will change to be better person day by day

my childhood friends; miss u all

My second paper is in ten days
Instead of studying, i watched a variety show (a Korean one)
It was entertaining and hilarious
But the most important thing is it made me miss my friends in my primary school
I went to 2 two primary schools:

• Sek Keb Kg Bharu (standard 1)
• Sek Keb Pasir Akar (standard 2-6)

This is the first time i realized that i have forgotten most of my friends in primary school. Only few of them are still in touch with me
I wonder how they are doing now, how they look like and whether they still remember me. I think most of them wouldn’t remember me becoz i’m such a bad person back then. I got to tease them a lot and not being nice to them. When i recall now, i think i used to act like i know-it-all and was very full of myself.

I really would like to meet all of my friends in my primary school especially nadia, shikin, bella, amin, izzat, azwan, etc from skkb & mami, fara syuhada, ella, mc’a, umar, ridhwan, etc from skpa (i only remember few names). It’s not that i don’t remember other friends, but as time passes by u are not being younger..that affects ur memory

If we have chances to reunite, let’s have a gathering..it would be fun to dig out all those childhood memories and reconnect our friendship.

happy

i'm happy with myself
becoz of something that i accomplished
it was not a big deal actually
but it made me feel satisfied becoz i faced with some difficulties at the beginning
but i managed to handle it..quite well i guess
it was like some sort of discovery learning
learning through try and error method..haha
my hand hurt but it didn't matter

it's right in front of u

i finished my first exam today
i hope i'll at least get a pass...

well..today is better than yesterday
i'm grateful for that

when u have doubt or something is bothering u, just flip any pages of the Holy Qur'an
somehow u will find the answer
i've tried it..it really works
i feel better now
Allah The Most Gracious always knows
thanks to fariena who told me bout this

bad day

there are times when u feel like doing nothing
it is even worse when u have exam the next day
seriously speaking i'm not in the mood to study today
i don't know what the reason is
maybe becoz of stress and maybe becoz of people around me

there are also times when u feel that ur friends are not there for u when u need them
u know it sucks when u feel like that
and u tend to stress urself with that thought

is my life sucks?
at some point, yes it is.
i should pray for better tomorrow