Mr Grey in da house y'all

Mr Grey is finally here!!!

let's have lots of fun together *fingers crossed* hahaha

being married

 i guess being married has lots of 'advantages' for women especially if u r in teaching profession
1st, u dun have to involve much with sports, clubs or co-curricular activities.there r single people to do that
2nd, u won't be assigned for night duty whenever there are camping or camps which required students to stay overnight..there r single people who wud be more than happy to spend the night there
these are the top two items taken from the i-am-married-so-i-cant-do-it list

i honestly had expected this even before i got the posting.but, it sometimes irked me that the same thing is happening over and over again and even in different schools..maybe, the word 'reasonable' was long forgotten by some people,huh?

i guess i also need to get married asap ;-0

new year

another new year, another resolution
i guess the two really come in one package haha
i haven't think of anything yet but maybe, just maybe for this year

• i want to be more diligent, more creative and more dedicated in my teaching
• write and carry out an action research.zero progress at the moment but am hoping to come out with a title soon
• get a boyfriend hahaha..i am getting old..on the 2nd thought,maybe i shud put this as the first =)

keeping my sanity

while it is a bliss that i got posted near home, i can't help but felt burdened teaching in this school
colleagues are nice, admins are fine, canteen food is ok but the students are well...to say the least challenging & difficult

what makes things worse is that i'm teaching math..how awesome is that,huh?
 while struggling to come out with best method to convey unfamiliar concepts, i've to deal with their behaviours at the same time 
silent treatment? check! did that & happily shred it into pieces and threw it away
persuasion? check! delightedly joined silent treatment somewhere
scolding? check! worked to the tiniest extent
extra scolding & yelling? check! managed to keep them behaved for a good 5 minutes
punishment? semi-check! avoiding this as much as possible minus standing in the c/room of course if that is considered as one

enough of ranting for today..may tomorrows be better days.out.

"Tahniah dan selamat bertugas di Negeri Terengganu Darul Iman"

Got my posting letter today though it had been no surprise anymore bout the state I was posted to.
As far as I was delighted that I got Ganu, I couldn’t help but felt worried bout the school
I honestly and desperately hoped that I won’t be back to my alma mater as a teacher *fingers crossed*
I had great memories as STUDENT in that school; dun want to add to them any memory more let alone memory as TEACHER though it doesn’t necessarily bad
Maybe someday, but definitely not now *sigh*

Touched

This video touched me deeply

I am still amazed even at this moment that how animal can be more ‘humane’ than the human themselves.

hello again

I am as close as one step away from completely forgotten that I have a blog which metaphorically crying out loud for an update.

I come to realization that it has been about 7 months since I last updated it and to commemorate this uneventful moment, I reckon a quick ‘hello’ to my non-existent reader won’t hurt.

To sum things up, in this past 7 months I’ve been caught up in

• studying diligently (not that I purposely wanted to, but it happened)
• catching up with family and friends
• re-adapting to the semi-new environment
• and the most awaited practicum which I successfully survived for the first month *yay*

As this quick update comes to an end, hopefully I don’t have to wait another 7 months to come out with new tidbits

looking back

few more days left before going back to msia..for good
finally it's time to say goodbye to Sydney
though I don't really like Australia mostly becoz of the weather, there is this sad feeling inside
coz I spent almost two years studying & living here
coz I experience how it is like to be the minority ones..hahaha (thanks to william)
and coz I know that I might not come back here anymore

rutin bese..

i have an assignment to be submitted tomorrow
and as usual i feel the urge to make some updates on the day before the due date
it's like in a sudden, the blood rush to my brain cracking it to find things to write about
it's also like i won't have other time to do it if i don't do it now
and despite my snail-paced internet connection, i managed to load the blogger page successfully

nway..like everyone has been blogging about recently, we'll go back for good in less than 2 months
some already start to pack things
i haven't done much..just getting some souvenirs for families and relatives and friends
still have lots of assignments to be completed before thinking about going home
though my dad and mom can't stop talking about it whenever i call home
being away from home really makes me feel loved..hohoho

though i'll definitely miss sydney, i also look forward to go home
especially when u have someone u terribly want to meet
i want to see this little buddy more than i want to see my elder bro =)

p/s: i do love my elder bro..hehehe

Aidilfitri eve

raya maybe esok (20hb)
so, today might be the last day of ramadhan
lots of regrets for this ramadhan

• rs mcm sgt x ckup amal-ibadah
• buat2 bz sgt dgn urusan dunia
• x smpat nk buat akok..hehe
  

then, there's not much anticipation for the raya
with assignments (b4 and after raya)
the feeling of excitement is nowhere to be found
last year raya was more fun
lots of things done for the celebration
this makes me miss raya with my family

nway..selamat hari raya kpd ayah, mak & my family
mmber2 di msia & yg sama2 beraya di perantauan
maaf zahir batin =)

i hate thursday becoz..

i don't hate thursday becoz of the day itself..
but becoz of all sorts of thing that is lined up for me on this thurs
don't know if what i'm talking about so far makes sense..it's about 3 am now

anyway..it was a long & tiring day
just like any other thursdays this semester
and it was hot today..
plus..i had headache
and i haven't done my cultural plunge assignment
and the writer's workshop is next week
i tried to do the 316 reflection but it looked like there's something in my head
which prevent me from doing any thinking
my acne problem is worsening..my face seems like udang bakar
that is really not pleasant to look at and it aches
i have no money but i spent like i have thousands in my bank account
another things is i don't have anything for sahur
becoz i went straight to bed after got back from mq centre
so...i haven't cook anything yet
maybe i'll just have maggi for sahur today
anyone has maggi kari??

p/s: slmt brpuasa sume though it's already 7th ramadhan

open your eyes

i'm trying to keep my eyes open..
i have some readings to be done for tute tomorrow
but i'm so sleepy right now that even my favourite anime can't keep me awake
i guess it was becoz of the 'frisbee game' today & that 4 of us kind of wandering around mq centre after that just to get a drink
although the frisbee thing came out of nowhere in the first place, it was quite fun..
running around chasing it although the one who was really running was bayah..haha

nway..i think i'll just do the readings tomorrow
i can't really think of anything right now other than going to bed
nite everyone

new semester

my final semester in MacQ has finally began
the first lecture was yesterday
since this is the final one, i intend to work harder to get the best out of it
it might not turn out as i want it to be but that is something to think about later

the first lecture yesterday...it was educ 343
i guess educ 343 would be a bit challenging for me
considering that i kind of having this feeling of dislike towards the lecture
too many movements during the 1-hour lec..it kept me awake but i just don't like it
plus..i don't quite understand about the assignments
hmm..maybe i'll get used to this after a while

i don't know about the other 2 subjects
since the first lesson of those are on thurs & friday
i hope i'll like them better than educ343..haha

new zealand part 2

it's been a while since my last update..
i intended to upload few pics of me at nz as soon as i got the pics but i was just too lazy to do anything
though i already got hold of the pics about a decade ago..haha
nway, since my uncle wanted to see my latest pics..here they are

khas utk tatapan pakcik man tersayang..kekeke

at the museum in auckland (don't know what it's called)


heli oh helicopter..please excuse the girl with the closed eyes at the right


waiting for our dinner..


enjoying the beautiful scenery of Queenstown..hehe


at the gondola place in Christchurch


was about to fall asleep when this pic was taken..


checking out the goggles or the specs (don't know which is which)


cam-whoring with alia..haha


p/s: told u rite? my acne problem has gotten better..haha

of sydney and nz

finally back in Sydney
my trip to nz was awesome!!
i totally enjoyed every bit of it
thanks to everyone in nz
i already miss u all
especially min, pikah, sarah, diana, fathen and nisah

i really love christchurch and queenstown
the scenery is beautiful
and it was freezing cold there..hehe

now that i'm back in sydney
it feels like sydney is such a quiet place
makes me feel lonely inside..huhu
i wish i'm still in nz

berkira2

If Thursday started from 0000 to 2359, I think I spent 2/3 of the hours sleeping
break my own record lol on the 'longest hours spent on sleeping in one day' category
I blame this on my few sleepless nights in order to finish the ling312 and the poster as well

4 days to go..
can't wait for my trip to nz
am really looking forward to see nz people..haha

3 days to go..
can't wait to get over all the assignments
i have 2 assignments to be completed in 3 days and I haven't done anything for both
now upon realizing that fact, I feel like swearing actually but somehow I managed to restrain myself from doing so in 'public'

my lappie..

i need to stay away from my laptop for a while for the following reasons:

• i need to study for the quiz which is tomorrow
• i have to write the 3000-word essay (i literally mean 'write' becoz i tend to do other things when i want to type it out)
• i want to think of some ideas for my poster presentation

i only have about 2-3 days to finish all these *gasp*
the internet and the laptop tend to make me deviate from what i should do
is this what is called 'penyalahgunaan teknologi'?
i guess so..hahaha

addiction..

why people have some sort of addiction to something or someone??
and why do people got addicted to one thing after another??

i'm addicted to so many things
i'm addicted to different things at different times
one time i am addicted to updating blog
another time i'm addicted to playing games
not long after that i'm addicted to burritos or pide
the same thing goes when it comes to people i'm 'addicted' to..

the weirdest thing is..why am i never get addicted to assignment??or the chapters in books?
i bet my life would be less chaotic if i'm addicted to these
especially when the due date is in 4-days time
anyone have tips on how to get addicted to assignment??

p/s:this is just another rambling when perah-ing my brain for ideas

feel like crap-ing

Sometimes I think my life is only black and white
Revolving around the same people and the same routine
Not much of up and down
More likely to be monotonous all the time
Seems like I have nothing...

But, black and white can be beautiful sometimes
The same people and the same routine taught me how to appreciate life
Too many ups and downs would bring chaos to ur life..I guess
Plus..there is nothing wrong with being monotonous
I have nothing...but it’s everything I would wish for
For that, I thank God and I’m grateful


p/s: look what 3000-word essay has done to me. it steals my sanity

pergh..too lazy to think of a title

i did all sorts of things today but not my dearie assignment for my dearie Jean
ranging from sleeping till noon to surfing the net crazily...
not to mention staring at my wallpaper of my laptop for hours (i have 4 handsome guys and 2 not-so-handsome-guys-but-can-be-adorable-sometimes as the wallie)
that is a pretty solid reason for not doing assignment, rite?
also, my music playlist which contains about 878 songs nearly finishes its first rotation but i don't even work on my assignment yet
did i mention that the rotation starts from the first song in the playlist?
are these enough to describe what a lazy bum i am??
it's just a 500-word essay
why is it become so difficult to get it done?
like syila said "ala..bt cincai jek..bkn ada marks pn"
haha..i should just do it and get it over as quickly as possible

p/s: feel like doing the assignment now..